Stuck In A Coma

Right so, first blog..

What. A. Week.

Just to start it off the night before i go back to school, my girlfriend breaks up with me. It didn't hit me how much i would miss her until the next day so i was just in a indifferent mood i guess. I was depressed but not if that makes any sense. I can't really blame her for doing it, i mean i can't say i was the perfect boyfriend. I just wanted to be with her 24/7 but now i can't even bare to talk to her properly at school. I just want to hold her in my arms and call her mine but I'm afraid to hug her now incase i can't let go. I trusted her with my heart but she broke it.

"Oceans apart day after day And I slowly go insane I hear your
voice on the line But it doesn't stop the pain "

So, if that wasn't a bad enough start to the week for you, next it turns out my best friend has told everyone that i asked her out. Okay i can admit to that but i didn't mean it seriously, it was just a little joke i thought she got. Obviously not.

Okay so my week doesn't sound that bad i guess but then if that rumor was that bad this one will. It turns out that I smoke now apparently. Someone spread yet another rumor saying how i smoke and how i hand out cigarettes to one of my mates. Lies. I can't believe people would actually think i would do something like that. Even most of my best friends believe it.

I'm sure i could've dealt with this stupid, long week at school if it wasn't for the shitty homelife I'm not even gonna go into.

But looking on the bright side of things, After 3 and a half long months of ignoring 2 of my closest friends i have started talking to them again, thanks to a miss Ham who after long arguments over msn, through chemistry and geography lessons finally persuaded me too. I'm actually so happy that she did, otherwise this week would have been a complete waste.

"Stuck with no escape, and slowly suffocating."

Oh well, life goes on..